Monday, September 23, 2013

Finding Motivation




It's funny how much I feel like my dog picks up on my emotions. It's raining and cold and there are probably dozens of things I should be doing right now. Yet I feel a complete and utter lack of motivation. I haven't worked out regularly, slept well, or eaten healthy. Mostly because I lost that drive to keep my body healthy. And I'm not liking the results these actions are yielding. I've just felt there has been something missing. A sense of purpose maybe? I don't know. I could sit here and dwell on this all day, but it wouldn't accomplish anything.

I'm looking for a change. In all areas. How I eat, drink, breath, walk, work, cook, clean. I want to be healthy, happy, and thankful. Sometimes I just think that is what life is. A constant battle to better ourselves, to discover and live out our purpose, and to be happy while we do it.

Alex and I are working on a plan of attack for the both of us. We are starting with the way we spend money, which leads to the way we eat. Once we actually have a plan I'll share. Even though I know the motivation must come from us, sharing is a great way to feel accountable. If all I do is say "hey, we are going to try this out," and then we fail, I'll still feel like we have accomplished something. If we never try to change... we will never change. Kind of obvious, huh?




On a vaguely related topic, I'm afraid of what this blog will look like in a months time. I know I have never been good at keeping up with this and going to school at the same time. I'm making an effort this year to try not to be bulldozed by my classes and workload. I'm learning (ever so slowly) that it really just boils down to making the right choices, even when its not the most appealing choice.

That is how we are going to approach our change. Sometimes cleaning my house or cooking dinner may not be the most appealing option, but tomorrow I'll be thankful I did.

How do you deal with a lack of motivation?

9 comments:

  1. Oh, good for you doing something to make yourself happier and healthier...even if it does take more work. I struggle with the same thing often, but find it is easier to stay healthy and motivated if I have a routine and stick to it. Once I derail it is that much harder to get back on. I've been there, friend! Good luck:) P.S. LUCKILY I have an amazing planner to keep me organized and motivated:)

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  2. I like having just one goal per day -- then I am like, "Hey, everything else went to crap...but I got that ONE thing done. Yay me!" :D With exercise I always do it first thing in the morning (usually at 5am because of kids) because then it is just done and I don't need to think about it (feel guilty!) the rest of the day. Prayers to you!!! OH and see you this weekend!!!!!

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  4. Rainy days are always the least motivational days for me, personally. My husband and I are also feeling called to a season of big change in the way we live our everyday lives--I hope and pray for you that you will have the clarity you need and the courage to make those first big steps!

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  5. I swear your pup looks JUST like my shepherd did when she was a puppy!! Enjoy her while she's still young, ours is a hyper nut now LOL

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  6. I feel you. A cup of coffee and a pretty to-do list always helps me :)

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  7. I am in the same rut! You are so not alone. Baby steps, I have found to be the most helpful way to get back to where you want to be. Or even just writing a goal on your hand, to easily remind you of what it is you're working towards. You got this!

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  8. mmm. i love making lists and taking a step back. let yourself have a little getaway - go on a walk or just sit on your poach with a cup of coffee. think about what you value, what you miss, where you want to go. sometimes we need to take a step back to see what is in front of us :)

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  9. I just found you today on Instagram and I'm in Love with your dog! My husband and I will be getting our 2nd GSD in March and I can't wait!!

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